noone ever talks about the weather

yups.. it's one of those sad days. it's the rain, i tell you... i'm normally not like this on sunny days. floppy flip flops flopped rain water onto my black shirt.. have been having to wear long skirts/trousers cos i have that massive bruise on my knee. (rain. slipped.) extension hurts! something's swelling!! what's anterior to the patellar??? there's a bursa below the patellar right? issit bursitis? can trauma cause bursitis? or is it just the patellar tendon that's swollen? it can't be a patellar fracture cos there's no crepitus...i know too little.... halp.

mommy's supposed to rub axe oil on it.. i'm going to claim my massage after this.

i love my mommy and daddy.

i love chance. he's such a gentleman. used to take him for walks when he was younger and he used to always push forward and give us a hard time trying to hold him back. typical GSD. but now he's older and i dunno.. more considerate... kept looking back to check for me and my dad while he was walking ahead of us. that upward, backward glance. the strain of the neck, the brown eyes, the fur curling up at the nape of his neck. those ribs rocking right to left as he walked ahead of us. the gut suspended by a mesentery from the vertebral column on four-legged animals in early development. his perfect tan. his perfect coat. oh, if only chance was a man. i love dogs. they're the sweetest.

if i had a leash, i'd chain everyone to this island. noone leaves, except for holidays.. and even then, they're only allowed 3 weeks MAX.
i'm missing people.

i wanna go to china. i wanna eat more of that sashimi. i want it to rain only when i wanna read.