rambling on

i am a restless little girl. in medicine... i want to do everything.

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i had a dream last night. or rather.. this morning. about a half hour after my alarm was supposed to go off. hotel room, mess, late, emptiness... that vaguely familiar feeling of... loss...

loss.

that i've not felt in soo long.
so so long... ouch.

transported back to pre-glasgow,
pre-Me.

sometimes we all need something like that... to make us realise we have to give up and give in.