thoughts over tea : grace

"That every man may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in his toil - this is the gift of God."

Life is seldom better than this. :) but there is going to be so much more...

a sign of the times:

you know winter is coming when: 1. your windows start misting up when you're asleep 2. it's snowing outside 3. the rainwater freezes into transparent panes on the roadside 4. it's the end of november 5. you are suddenly more active when its warm

back in singapore in 2 weeks and a day! oh man.. it's time to start writing my list of "THINGS I WANT TO DO WHEN I GO BACK TO SINGAPORE:" it's funny the first thing that comes to my mind when i wanna make this list is merchant city on a cool glasgow autumn evening! haha.. is this a sign of 'where carol's heart is'? merchant city's where i do capoeira. it is amazing. the feeling of waking up the next day with the dull ache of lactate buildup in my muscles, with the beat still in my heart and with the pleasure of having spent a night in the company of hot, sweaty, brazillian men. :)

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i like it, this singlehood, this embrace - falling into the arms of the Father, falling gracefully, freely. *deep breath* :) i'm smiling a whole lot more these days. to myself. :)

dad was passing by in paris. what i would do for a weekend in paris! oooooo.. it's been too long. too long since i was last there, and too long since having watched "before sunrise, before sunset"....

missing my mom right now. not a sad missing, but a longing - missing. to hear her laugh and tell me stories, gossip, her comments on life, politics and anything she puts her hand in... i think she's the most amazing mom in the world. but hey, i'm biased. ;)

a lingering thought : does he ___ me?

just a passing thought. i'll let you know when it passes...

current sights on : accident and emergency, internal medicine, cardiology.

long long way to go, carol.. meanwhile... plastic surgery in july. haha. i shall be transformed in NUH. heh heh.. together with kenneth, under the careful supervision of Mr Lim, the head consultant of plastic surgery in NUH. i hear i may have some scottish mates doing an elective in july in singapore. this may be interesting...

a confession : i'm addicted to tea with milk and honey.