i would give everything

"all things to all men."

once again, You have the answer to my every question.
kneel before your God.

all creation rightly gives You praise. :)

psalm 121

1 I lift up my eyes to the hills -

where does my help come from?
2 My help comes from the LORD,

the Maker of heaven and earth.
3 He will not let your foot slip -

he who watches over you will not slumber;
4 indeed, he who watches over Israel

will neither slumber nor sleep.
5 The LORD watches over you -

the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
6 the sun will not harm you by day,

nor the moon by night.
7 The LORD will keep you from all harm -

he will watch over your life;
8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going

both now and forevermore.

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psychiatry is one big pile of question marks, and the kind of question marks only neurologists and psychiatrists would be interested in solving. meanwhile, i, the average medical student will only fumble and fall, groping in the dark, trying to scratch the surface to behold that 'ground glass effect' that also occurs while communicating with a thought-dysfunctional psychotic. (not that i was comparing psychiatrists to psychotics......)

meanwhile, God has the answer to every problem. but working it out with You is also fun! heee. problem solving with Daddy! yayyy....

meanwhile, film-buff carol was at it again with a new convert(?) last night. all about my mother another one of pedro's great films. you guys must gather by now that i'm a fan of his... this one entailed a palpable fascination with women, a blurring of the line between male and female, an erosion of the zeitgeist of the roles of women in urban society and the most amazing quote i have ever heard in favour of plastic surgery :

"a woman is more authentic the more she looks like what she has dreamed for herself."

- agrado

or in my intepretation, authenticity is becoming closer to what you want to become.

plastic surgery - a function of materialism or an individual's journey to a discovery of self? i;d say not mutually exclusive and highly dependent on the individual. it's true though... how some people just don't seem to fit into their bodies...i wonder if i can truly become what i see myself to be....

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