thoughts are put in my head by radio transmitters

i'm bored, but i shouldn't be.... schizophrenia is what's on the to-do list. interestingly, the 'season of birth effect'... 'refers to the well-replicated epidemiological finding that schizophrenic patients are more likely by 7-15% to be born between Februaruy and May in the Northern Hemisphere and between June and October in the Southern Hemisphere (Mortensen et al. 1999)'

-Core psychiatry. 2nd edition. Wright et al. Elsevier Saunders. 2005. p244

oooh.... i'm at a higher risk of being a schizophrenic. she is so excited. she is intrigued..

meanwhile, i am trying to deny myself the pleasures of the blogging-addiction.. not blogging itself, but reading random blogs. tapping into the mind of christian bloggers... mmmm.. yummy. and i'm also fighting myself (in a totally non-schizophrenic-type way) regarding affairs of the heart... and mind, so to speak... it's funny, how i'm feeling.. like this feeling wasn't of my own, but of something higher.. okay, this is freaky sounding, and one of Kurt's first rank symptoms for schizophrenia, but this is purely an incidental finding....